Wednesday, 15 August 2012

Time On My Hands

I Forget You

Every day I will forget you
Turn back the clock on love I regret too

Time on my hands is a juggling act
A clown at the circus
Jokers arrive in packs
Spiders weave their web
An apple falls from the tree
Maturity heals a broken heart
The sun will rise on another day
Certain things you can always trust
But memory doesn’t depend on facts


If ever you see my face along a crowded street
Catch my glimpsed reflection in a bright shop window
Consider it a trick of the light and keep walking

That girl on the road who shares your hairstyle
Those rippling sunbeams that reflect your smile
A soft voice on the train echoing your laughter
And fleeting silhouettes that mirror your profile

None of them remind me of what was possible
I’ve no more remembrance of a lingering touch
No recollection from days we gently embraced
Nor any saved mementos since to gather dust

If you ever feel the shadow of me passing near
A draught of familiar air brushes past your shoulders
Don’t think of coincidence and just keep talking


Memories don’t always depend on facts
Certain things you can usually trust
The sun rises at the break of day
Maturity silences broken hearts
Apples drop from their tree
Spiders spin deadly webs
And jokers top the stack
Clowns rule the circus
While time on my hands is a juggling act

Turn back the clock on love I regret too
Every day I will forget you

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Tuesday, 10 July 2012

The Old Town

Thin line of chalk
Across a felt blue sky
Briefly ahead of arrival
One mark
Two hundred tourists leave
Long after late departure
Expanding dissipating carrying
Homeward from littered beaches

Now that winter
Has packed its bags
Decent citizens stagger
Through
Burdensome afternoon labour
In the vaporous ripple
From the gutter of holiday dreams
Under blood-ripened tangerine sky


Spinning pinwheels
On the hillside
Hands of colossal clocks
Counting time
As sheaves of wheat
Stacked and rolled for brute famine
Electric failure and water shortage
Betray those lengthy limbs of history

Kerosene lamps
Strung on twine
Connecting portico posts
Flickering
Pixelated screens behind
Faded lace-covered windows spread
Along the hill as covert metropolis
Disguising the original village wings

Stand securely
Beside the hopeful future
To gaze beyond the loam
Watch waves
Surge down a polished shore
Wrinkling
The mirage-soft perspective
In advance of the heat-curled
Carrotic arc 
Of a delicate ladled sun

You take the old town
I’ll have the rest of the world


 
Back in your two up one down
Semi-detached brownstone
Frown
Drag your feet
Raindrop ghost walk
That parade of the past
Shuffle off the mortal coil
Behind a mud-splashed street
The dirty docks and mistier ports
A national treasure a flag unfurled
A grope in the alley or dark of the pub

You have the old town
I’ll take the rest of the world

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Friday, 8 July 2011

Lil' Cherry Pie

Well-Endowed

 
I command my body
and offer flesh for truth
I control thought in my mind
belief is faith by honest proof
my soul can never be freely given
as like art this modest cherry tattoo
exists as memory of reasons for living
because my heart I forever endow to you

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Sunday, 12 June 2011

Homeward Bound

The HoBo Jungle 

His Icy stare kept me distant
Till the day I saw the Fear
Through a Blind Eye and a Blue Tear

Chuckie was sitting on the Brownstone steps
Had no Money, had no Job, had no Prospects
A patch on his eye
hit with a blunt Object
A gash on his Arm
Oozes blood across the Tracks ..
 

Railroaded! .. by a thousand Dreams
of
“You can make it Here boy
If you can make it There boy”
 
Better run on Home–boy .. Home is Gone?
No one cares? .. here .. have a drink Son.

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As a Union Flag rose
Over Cotton Southern skies
Powder tattered soldiers scattered as Dust
Dragged the dirt of the economic Debris
from setting Slaves free
Of the war of the Lincoln Years


Now Home boys, Homeward Bound
A dirt road Across the Tracks .. Downtown
Down Boy! .. There boy! .. Here boy!
Hoe boys!


Industrialisation, Family Separation
A bigger and Better Nation
Go west Young man .. go West!


The New Frontier to great green Coast
Loggers had come .. Lumberjacks to some
All flannel and Button fly Blue jeans
Build a New Home with your army beans
We’ll give you Tools .. You supply means


Axes slice into Raw Pine and Redwood giants
Of Kwiakutl land .. Soiling Salmon waters
In the Forest of Symbols
No Totem grows there Boy .. Here boy
Hoe boy! .. Tiiiimmbeerrr!!!
 
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A Train whistle blows
Into a steaming town
business Booms
With thriving saloons
Rogues dressed up
In Bar room Brawls
every Saturday night
Square Dancing Fiddlers
call Gospel tunes
For Sunday morning sermons


Filled with the Spirit
Guilt built the town
Vandals .. scandals
and Money flows with Wine

The stark, Cold winter blows Ice
into Lonely hearts
up on Yessler Way
and the frozen, Greased cobblestones
Stretch down to the river,
which leads to the Mill, in Seattle,
at the bottom of the Hill
called Skid Row ..
Dried up with the dent of debt in the Docks.

Cowboy Culture
rounds up the buffalo
pulls an ace from a Stetson
calls it a Fool’s House.

No more new Frontier, no more work Here
No more Here boy, there boy, hoe Boy,
No more Homeward Bound
Now just Ho-Bo

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Sepia toned newsreels
Winding breadlines
Unshaven, the depression era Tramp
Bindle stick over the shoulder
knotted Polka dot hanky on the end
Big Toe poking from a Two-Tone
Two sizes Too-small Boot ..


Out in the woods
just over the rusting Tracks
simmering Coffee in blackened Kettles
on boxcars’ Tiny kerosene stoves
rolling Fag end butts into Newsprint
the Rubber tramp’s vagrant vacant smile
cut thru society’s Dreams
to the emotional Bone

 
Meaty
modernist
Mass producer
Cigar chomping
Capitalist seducer
draws Small town Dreams
Big City schemes
big Screen Themes
to Sunset Showdowns
at the corner of Hollywood and Vine ..


Nothing left to Conquer
Nothing to Destroy
  no more Land to Ravage
no life Here Boy
There boy
Hoeboy
No more Home!

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As the last rays of a copper Sun soured
the Dull Grey facade of the city skyline
a momentary Glint in Chuckie’s good eye
catches his Fading dream of hope
and with Creaking Spine he bends
for the discarded soda Pop can

With a pound of Aluminum,
twenty-six Tins in all,
Chuckie will earn
seventy-eight cents in change
from his Haggard old benefactress
who runs the Scrap metal Recycling centre

Churning the Old into the New
Turning the Past into the Present
a Salvage ..
for Dignity.


c. Kevin Wallace 1992-2011

Read more about this poem and the inspiration behind it by clicking this link:


This piece is dedicated to Jay and Matt.

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Thursday, 14 April 2011

On His Majesty's Sacred Service

Arise the True King!

How dare they call themselves poets and the righteous true kings!
How dare they are titled protector of faith and lords of our rings!

How dare they say
These despots are as angels soaring with fleur-de-lis wings
How dare they call
Themselves messengers of illumination of whom love sings

In these darkest of days when most toil and national debts we do carry
They continue to eat richly drink wine and make preparations to marry


Don’t give us white weddings you media scoundrels and jewel thieves
Only a blind fool or young virgins now soiled by innocent lives believes
Legends once told for sacred honour just stories this tapestry weaves

Joined together in holy matrimony to engender a battle of dead roses
Simple romantic words etched on platinum while the aristocracy poses

Smiles for that television camera and wipe away the tears
The girl hit a double jackpot with the honey have no fears
She’ll be like his troubled mum in a few short hectic years

The people’s princess has reappeared in those glossy magazines
Caviar breakfasts in bed service with champagne sweet dreams
Seeking stardust memory from old coalmines in golden schemes
 
Who is this impostor so lowly with coronet he was crowned?
From whence do they come the new peasants in the round?
Do they believe in dignity’s fortune as lost yet never found?

Kneel and be humbled before real people you miscreants
Stand and deliver noblest son from the richest of tyrants

Strawberry leaves the dove of peace and the world’s largest jewels
Diadem and a sword of mercy are mistakenly placed on these fools

Gowns they wear with ermine and silk should bring a hearty laugh
The devious serpent wraps his proposals around that winged staff

In daisy fields clothed with innocent beauty dragons fear to tread
A poet saw through the king's disguise cried out off with his head

They think we don't recognise the charade and believe us feeble and dumb
Through history's pages the great emperors built wealth in pistols and rum
The new light of spirit would bring one our old prophets predicted to come


Born in our time when eyes can see truth that creation is all one and the same
Yet brought up to believe status and privilege is accorded by their family name
Consider the charlatans who witness war and death and call it the power game

We stood on a mountain looked into the pulsating sights of the sun
That pretender to the throne took his aim through scopes of a gun
It must take special training to enjoy the blood sports forms of fun

He craved victory in war killing mothers’ children like his ancestors
We have learned nothing from centuries of these evil court jesters

The crimes of their history is the father of all invention
Standing on a pedestal declaring to all of your intention
Arise in this age where that practice is false convention

Give us no more of your pathetic attempts at pagan immortality
Divine grace’s representative on earth knows the heart is reality

Calling oneself a ruler on this earth is the deadliest transgression
Someone had to die first for you to be crowned as the sovereign

His enemies and friends with intent are following those misled
I wonder if this princess will fake it to bear sons in a royal bed

I held the hands of the one God as I bent then bowed my head 
Eagle eyes with a ruby stone the sincere creed of victory I said

One day soon when the true king does arise
Everyone will see rainbows shine in our eyes

Be cautious take heed this word to the wise
Lover of truth act now to depose all the lies

They hear not those hurting starving millions of children in poverty’s cries
Unbelievable this happening in these sophisticated days how the time flies
The end of sad stories as told from olden times is that worst criminal dies


Laureate wreaths and the loyal breed bend to kiss the bogus royal trash
Producers of pompous propaganda should be subject to whip or the lash

How dare they say
These swindlers have rights to wear purple and a pearl of purity
How dare they call
Themselves regal carry a sceptre and orb of Christ’s family tree

How dare they be titled protectors of faith as a lord of the rings!
How dare they be anointed in justice as our righteous true kings!

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I‘m reasonably certain I am the first and only to regularly utilise this multifaceted arrangement of structure and rhyme that incorporates assonance, consonance, alliteration, subtext and meaning whilst creating a visually symmetrical configuration. It is my own stylised attempt to create visually arresting work that also works as performance piece - a method of fusing the page and stage. I have used this form to create poems for many years and some of them are occasionally seen on this site.
 
I think this poem is a fine piece of work. I’m pleased to present it for your enjoyment, amusement or critique and hope to have it recognised as worthy of being read aloud at the wedding reception, and eventual coronation. Haha!? Truthfully, it is but a simple reminder to those who lay claim to such titles that they are under obligation of responsibility to the people and the true God, in hope they use their temporal power wisely.

Click to see and hear a video called 'The Royal Wedding' by my friend Steve Tasane of the Apples and Snakes poetry organisation in the UK (be warned: there are expletives in this piece).

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Wednesday, 2 March 2011

A Hopeful Kite

February


 A leaf of parchment
Scribbled with oaths
Words of worthless integrity
Blew from softened hands
A single dove
Fluttered carelessly
From the weakened grip
Of a chastened bride
Flew
Above the circling crowd
Lost itself amongst the shadows
Of gathering storm clouds
A hopeful kite
Of dramatic fragility 



 Caught a cruel wind
Loosened strings
 Freed old forget-me knots
Strew what memories remained
Across an anxious mass
Ribbons fell as butterflies
Seeking liberty
From tangled locks
Into the treacherous net
Your temperate bed
New with Monday dreams
Of eternity and frigid nights
As the breeze from the east
And the hard-boiled reality
Of the soft shell I tread upon
Paraded past
Hessian laughs
Dried ink dyed
Bubbled and cracked
Over barren time
Grew not
Within the womb
On another bitter day
In February

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Saturday, 22 January 2011

SAY IT IN ENGLISH!


Broken English

Hola merci elbette como estas the bag on my shoulder is still aquí

Marching to the beat of thirty thousand shoeless feet
My back is scorched the wind blowing as seasonal treat
Sucking lemons I tramp that beach to seek out local meat
Hungry as a beggar I wander aimlessly down a narrow street

Buenos dias s'il vous plaît ama truly dear seni deÄŸil biliyorum keen

Approaching a nearby produce vendor I point to the seat I wish
He nods in affirmation and smiles at my burgeoning visible anguish
While I try to decipher the scribbled menu board for a tasty local dish
Selecting several samples of a regional variety he thinks quite outlandish

Ciao mon amour glásnost' I’m uttering palabras in a helpless plea

I search for some useable currency in pouches and pockets
He shakes his head in consternation as the first notes he rejects
A mumbling typecast tourist I try speaking various unknown dialects
Looking dazed and confused dropping coins on a tray truly I’m perplexed


Un donero vielen dank no entiendo arkadaÅŸ what this could mean

Then laugh at myself too loudly because my voice echoes his projects
As his moustache wiggles while my tea swirls timidly in the glass
When he says unmistakably, “Friend, I can see your trouble
In this grand shopping arcade we call the outdoor market
But, we’re all modern here now everyone has a handle
On the ways of the world and its transition status
It really will be no big conversational scandal
If you make it easier for yourself today
When in Rome do as we Romans do
Your task you will accomplish
If you just go with the flow
Accept you don’t know
And say it twice in
Broken English.”











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Saturday, 18 December 2010

I Wanna Be George Clooney

I Wanna Be George Clooney

I don’t want to sell flowers on the street
I don’t wanna wear old saffron robes
Put plastic sandals on my feet
I don’t wanna sing songs under a tree
I don’t wanna be a spiritual Moonie
I wanna be George Clooney

I don’t wanna play football on a local team
I don’t want dry sand kicked in my face
Hope for a small town dream
I don’t wanna live in a tent by the sea
I don’t wanna be a guy who’s puny
I wanna be George Clooney

Star struck bum truck
Cleaning up the rich man’s muck
Hollywood Bollywood I’ll do whatever Dolly would



Flash car fast life
Alimony payment to my third wife
Uptown tinsel town I'll be a happy celluloid clown

I don’t want to be a man in an off the rack suit
I don’t wanna live in a suburban sprawl
Shucking corn for my daily loot
I don’t wanna beg on bended knee
I don’t wanna be a dust bowl Zuni
I wanna be George Clooney

I don’t wanna win a contested political seat
I don’t want to argue deals with lawyers
Vote on wars or take the heat
I don’t wanna enter a last minute plea
I don’t wanna be a raving loony
I wanna be George Clooney

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Saturday, 27 November 2010

Praising the Persian Pussy

Big Brown Eyes

Those big brown eyes
Those Persian eyes
Those big cat eyes
Glowing at me
Between her thighs
The Persian cries
From big brown eyes
Those glowing cat eyes
In the dark
Where she lies
Those big brown eyes
Smile at me
From unsealed lips
The stutter of cries
Tongue to the milk
Licks at silk
From in between
Those creamy thighs
The shuttered eyes
Those Persian eyes
Those dark cat eyes
Glow at me
Between the sighs
Of big cat cries
Those big brown eyes
Those stirring hips
The moistened lips
Between silken thighs
Those crying eyes
Those brown cat eyes
The big glowing eyes
The sigh from lips
That seal her cries
In opened eyes
Through shuddering thighs
Those Persian eyes
Those big cat eyes
Smile at me
Tell no lies
When I look up
From between her thighs
To gaze in to
Those big brown eyes


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Monday, 11 October 2010

Dust In My Eye ..

Cherry Blossom

Our love is as the cherry tree
Whose flowers blossom a single day
A morning zephyr, tender
Casts the fragile petals loose to earth
Dust; their memory fades away


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Thursday, 26 August 2010

On the Back of a Postcard ..

Endless Love


A life without love .. Is a poet without words
A poet without words .. Is a body without spirit
A body without spirit .. Is a day without light
A day without light .. Is a flower without colour
A flower without colour .. Is a poem without verse
A poem without verse .. Is a rhyme without rhythm
A rhyme without rhythm .. Is a phrase without pulse
A phrase without pulse .. Is a text without heart
A text without heart .. Is a moon without sun
A moon without sun .. Is a heart without blood
A heart without blood .. Is a sea without water
A sea without water .. Is a word without reason
A word without reason .. Is a self without sense
A self without sense .. Is a sense without being
A sense without being .. Is a being without soul
A being without soul .. Is a soul without life
A soul without life .. Is a life without love


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Something sweet to keep you going round and round until the carnival comes to town. Promises, promises, but the real question is .. ?


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Friday, 9 July 2010

Hope of the Crusader

Battle Cries Tonight

The Crusaders marched from Rome
To build castles on the sand
Armies of messiahs
Draw the ancient bloodline of Abraham
Jesuits Zionists Sanhedrin and Ottoman
Across the dusty temple of far off Jerusalem


Not too far from where the weapons are made
Every franchise of faith proclaims its own brand
From back in those days when the trenches stank
Now a fading glory throughout the land

Armoured men huddled in tanks
Ordered to attack at the rising tide
No time to think of wrong or who’s right
They say He’s got the whole world in his hand
Sunni and Kurd or a secular humanist neophyte
It’s those same old Battle Cries Tonight


*

The Crusaders marched for peace in our time
From London to Moscow along the Rhine
Berlin to Paris democrats bang a post-colonial beat
Shaping a continent with a spectre close behind

Public handshakes private meetings
The camera’s glare the world stage
Leadership issues take a back seat
To making chirpy sound bites
On the morning’s front page

One world developing nations
Protected by mercenaries
To deliver freedom and dreams
And foreign translation
Rattling sabres and teacups
In media charade
From the diamond market
To the hookah arcade

Every model material girl’s
Delight
Diplomacy of a super power
Abroad
That’s the echo of Battle Cries
Tonight

*

The Crusaders marched for equality and rights
Social advantage votes and fair pay
Cash strapped digital marketing
A public opinion sample
We’re paying backhanders
Investment’s the game
To charm all the hustlers
With another long shot gamble

Casinos they’ll build
In rundown estates
Blackjack and poker
With neo-kamikazes and ravers
Every word spin dice roll of the Roulette wheel
With these old fascist
New labour
Anti-social behaviours

An imagined rising
Moral consciousness
Existing on the right side of
Knowhere man
As if there’s a line between
Black and white
Rich and poor economic divide
It’s more of those Battle Cries Tonight

*

The Crusaders marched for the environment
Renewable energy solar wind turbine schemes
Rockets and radar preserve the Earth’s health
In multitudes of movie disaster themes


Nuclear subs and Russian intervention
Off the Arctic melting snow covered shelf
We call in scientific experts and intelligence teams
To pore over the evidence with microscopes and laser beams

Organised government criminal prevention
Police want more cash and more iron cages
For animal activists painted like death
Who go on test tube rampages
The polar landscape shakes in a tremulous wake
As biomedical technology develops new pills for your aches


Those conservative family values
Hidden behind war games
Put our future at stake
With plutonium rich nations
We pick and choose
I don’t know how much more that I can take
Or realise how little I have left to lose
Against the threat of corporate might
Paving the way of the industrial machine
That’s the noise of Battle Cries Tonight

*

The Crusaders marched For global security
Media saturation against all the ills
Of hunger and poverty
Through renewable Carbon fuel cells
We queue to be Photographed
Fingerprinted
Eye scanned for posterity
And potential biological disease
While losing valuable Information
On a few loose CDs

Glass ceilings that lead to barred doors
Boys dressed as storm troopers
Landing on foreign shores
Looking for oil and water
And a few veiled girls
They’ll buy out and sell off as whores
In a mission that’s failed to ease their plight
When you hear the screaming children
That’s the sound of Battle Cries Tonight

*

The Crusaders Marched
Against a War on Terror
Burning Lamps in
The hopes Of a million Iraqis
Better hold on to your donkeys
And run with your asses
As India and China
Let missiles fly
On the nation
Of infidels and heathens who
Live in starvation

Hold on to your soul
Hidden beneath reflections of neon signs
Sit there in comfort counting blessings and gold
Hearing those old preachers and religious reverie
Through parables and prophets and these simple rhymes


Outside the howling wind of changes are warning of an early tradition
That remembers in wisdom verses and chorals of horsemen arriving
Blowing trumpets in four-part harmony from the highest of towers
Wailing in a startling fright

‘Wake up you sleepers’
Wonder in confused delight
Will it be you or could it be me
Or, would dare the mad men
Battle Christ Tonight .. ?

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I wrote this piece a few years ago, although it stayed in rough form until recently. I read it at two different poetry meetings, for feedback and to get a better sense of the natural rhythm, and was pleased with the reception but not the work. It lacked focus and an innate cadence – I wanted a military march beat to it but also an offset rhyme – and it simply wouldn’t come together without serious editing. The structure and metre had to change dramatically, and though I felt the poem had merit I put it aside until I had more time.

In light of recent events, I considered adding a verse to read as, “The Cruise-aiders left from the port of Antalya in hope ..” or similar. However, that probably wouldn’t make the ‘message’ any stronger – only more immediate. Anyway, I hope you recognise the alternating rhythm patterns and enjoy the imagery of the words. I struggled to find the right images and had wanted to create something I thought was better than adequate to develop a surreal counter balance to the text, so used a generic photoshoppy program to alter my photos – I hope you find the effort worthwhile.

Oh, to save you the trouble of looking it up – the German magazine headline translates into English as: “The fallible; The failed mission of Joseph Ratzinger” (Pope Benedict XVI), or, Benny the Rat, as I like to call him.

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